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essentially, i'm still a 12 year old girl obsessed with boys, tragedy, and idealism. i like telling my secrets to strangers. http://mzchief.tumblr.com/ask

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When a man tries to make me happy by giving me chocolate, i know he’s not paying attention. I’m a good Asian girl who likes fruit gummies and sour candy.

When a man tries to make me happy by giving me chocolate, i know he’s not paying attention. I’m a good Asian girl who likes fruit gummies and sour candy.

I just want to lay in bed with someone in our underwear and make out, watch movies and fuck like 3 or 10 times

“One night she came back from her daily walk stunned by the revelation that one could be happy not only without love, but despite it.”

Love in the Time of Cholera

- Gabriel Garcia Marquez

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theantidote:

Kingdom Ocean (by Thomas Blanchard)

Kingdom Ocean is an experimental film. A combination of sound design and motion graphic that immerses you into the depths of the ocean. Turn up the volume and put the full screen.

Another magical evening

Well, he might get deported so I might as well go for it.

(Just kidding. He’s having trouble renewing his visa and might get kicked out of the country for awhile while he gets it together to come back.)

The saga in my mind continues…

He’s been texting. We’ve been texting. If you have time it’d be delightful to see you… I sent you messages, but you never responded… I like you a lot and you’ve always been supportive even when I was not good…

It’s just going to be more of the same shit. And I know it.

We have plans tonight. I’m back and forth about whether or not I’m going to bail.

“I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person.”

Oscar Wilde

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i don’t want it to end

i’ve been trying my best to not respond. i sent him an acknowledgement that i had received his messages and today i sent him the name of an immigration lawyer because he sent me a message wanting to know when i was back and how annoying his Visa situation has been. i told him he i’d got back last saturday.

this is all in my head. he has “5 billion questions” and wants to know what i’ve been doing and how my month has been and when i’m free.  it’s all so benign, but to me he’s just a torturously delicious love land mine.

i can’t. and i won’t. and i don’t stop.

yesterday morning, i dreamt that i was waking up and i was wrapped up next to him and i was surprised but so happy that he was in my bed with the light streaming in through the windows. i could feel my cheek against his skin and saw the moles and freckles on his chest and belly.

i’m so glad there’s like 1 person i know in real life that knows about my tumblr account. but as i said, deep down, i’m just a 12 year old girl.

Clouds looking dope. #iusedafilterbutitsprettynicewithout

Clouds looking dope. #iusedafilterbutitsprettynicewithout